What did i do today? Thursday, August 31, 2006
I could feel it coming soon, yes, when my CCA is coming to a burst. Meeting after meetings, and more meetings. Basically, my off days are gone!*Haha* but i dont mind, in exchange that if i do really learn more during this period of time.
Getting more and more hectic, i still have yet to do my tutorials, i am behind classes already.
Darn, video 2 is ready and i dont have the time to put it up as well. okay, just keep it short for today.. Good Night.
Shades of black and white
8/31/2006 12:35:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Tuesday is here, hurry hurry, i want Wednesday.
Woohoo, one crazy day down, two more to go for the week, at least i hope so if there aint any screw ups. Finally made up the mind to give up on the math lectures, so i went to buy a text book for it. $44 bucks, no cheap s**t. Darn, speaking of which Effective Comms is an open book exam and i will be at a disadvantage if i dont buy. So much spending on books, books aint cheap and students aint rich okay.*Haha*
Learnt a bit on about the video camera today, when i was briefed by the out-going MIT Director. I must say i still have lots to learn, but dont worry, i am fast when it comes to technical stuff. Generally its a guy's thing, and for me, i am up for it. So the attribute points of MIT for me will raise rather fast for this term in NTU.
Tommorrow will be a long day with meetings, I should get used to it soon. Just a bit more before i end. ZH, the video is good right, as promised, I made the effort to find a good spot to take it. It was really awesome, the fireworks were almost slightly above my head.*Haha* Hope you enjoyed it, bringing you firework fest to your doorsteps in Australia.
Lastly, dont think you will read this yy, wishing you all the best for you exams.Good Night, going to embrace myself for the long Tuesday ahead.
Shades of black and white
8/29/2006 12:38:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Monday, August 28, 2006
How dreadful can it be when you know the weekend is over? Another week is starting! Lectures, Lab prac, tutorials, school has become a cycle of events that will always takes place. *Sian* That's a life of a student. What can i do about it? live it good.
Anyway i want to thank all those who voted for me, i have got my position. I will do my very best as a Director.(BUT pls dont haunt me for tickets, i will give them if i have spares ones.)September 1st there is one coming up, Fan yi cheng and tong en if i am not wrong.
A bit about yesterday, i went out to catch a movie in the late night, with the usual night owls of GWC. Sadly, left one of them when i reached.*LOL* Was told that the rest left for home before hand, but i just wanted to catch a movie, because i havent been watching one for quite sometime. We watched the Devil wears prada. Quite an interesting story, for those of you who wants action this is not the type of show. What really entices me is because the show is on fashion industry, something which interest me as well but i am not really so into it. Just a minor interest. After that had supper before we hit the roads for home.
As for today, i went to study a bit on my own after lunch till late evening, when my mum bought subway home as a snack before actually dinner starts. What a coincidence. yy's bf bought her a subway to eat too. Why? Anyway, I had my share and had a dinner at a later time, before i driftted away on my studies and search for bikes that are for sale. Having the intention to buy a new bike.
Oh ya, After so many attempts to upload my video on youtube, it finally succeeded. I was cursing here and there with the uploader.Here it goes, proudly presents, for special guest ZH.
Enjoy!
Tried to post pictures,but my blogger always fails, i dont know why, perhaps i got to source for an alternative host for pictures.
Gtg now, good night.
Shades of black and white
8/28/2006 12:14:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Saturday, August 26, 2006
Think i am hit with an identity crisis myself, not in terms of my acadamic goals, because i have long planned what i want to do. What is it called? Pardon me but i am not good with words. To me, i guessed its so called my social being. Yes, i know i am lousy in my social skills as well, neither am i good in talking. My dear friend always said that i am always talking rubbish. In the past, you didnt like me to be that super quiet because it was boring, now that i started to talk, you said that i am always talking rubbish. It is your expectation of me or is it i really make no sense to you? Quite hurting, but it doesnt matter, i am not offended because i know that i am still trying. There is a limit though, as the saying goes, 'you cant please the whole world'. There are bound to have people to dislike you. Not that i am demanding attention from people, but if i am solely thinking that i dont need people to comment on me, i wont be able to grow because i limit my social boundaries. There is a certain balance in it, perhaps, the number of people who likes you has to be greater or equal to the number of people who dislike you?
Sometimes i really dont know what i want to do about social relation between people. Do i want to improve it or do i just want to let it cease? Do i expect a lot from people or do people expect a lot from me? If so, am i doing it up to their expectation? This is rather pathetic, 21 years of age and yet i cant distingush between different expectation of people. Yes, i am trying still. After the second lesson of effective communication, i learnt about self-perception and self-esteem, which are used to find out our self-concept. I find myself still quite the normal happy-go-lucky person and often is the relationship between people puts me down. So there is problem identified. Social interaction. Its only a pinch full numbers of people who are always putting me down. Yes, because in the past i have did something wrong to them, i tried to improve, now i could only say let nature takes it course. If you are worried that i may sound very negative, dont worry, i am fine, seriously, i just want to evaluate on myself, my self-esteem is still, somewhere there. *Haha* Just that i want to improve on those relationship that i still think there's hope of reviving it.
My friends here, mainly would be ZH and LP liaoz,(since they always read my blogs) can you tell me what kind of person am i? This is more like a self-reflection for me, so that i could improve on myself. It would be of great help if you could comment. I would be able to communicate better with my comittee members as well.
Just an update, went to meet my camp Bro and sis-in-law yesterday at LPS. Driving car liao.*Haha* He felt a bit our of place because his other friends rode bike while he drives. Nothing wrong with giving sis a more comfortable seats when travelling. There after was Samuel's birthday, (someone whom i dont even know, a friend's friend) Wishing him a happy birthday before i hit the roads and went home.
Shades of black and white
8/26/2006 01:17:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Friday, August 25, 2006
So uncomfortable, not enough rest for the past two days, got a woke up call in the morning, now having a headache. The mention MC will scare me now.*Haha* At least the issue is settled.Good Luck.
Finally its the weekend again, but i still have quite a number of tutorials to do. Sianz, Anyway polls is over and i am ready to take up my position.
Going to give tuition in the late afternoon. Now its going down my house for Brunch. See ya.
Shades of black and white
8/25/2006 01:36:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Thursday, August 24, 2006
I dont know whether did i do the right thing
You asked me to help you and yet you MIA? The least thing you could do is to answer my calls because i dont know how you want it to be done. Am i helping the right person a not? Why you seems not at all concerned about yourself? I dont know what are you thinking! This thing is not urgent to you? Dont seems like it to me, cause you said you dont wish to be barred. But you dont seems to be bothered like that. Like contradicting yourself. What am i suppose to do to help you now?*Clueless* Unless its not an urgent matter that i can take my own sweet time, i wont bother till you call me instead then. But its such an important thing, and you still can take it in your stride. Is this really you? I hope not.
Seems like you are very happy with yourself now, dont know whether was it right of me to surprise you either. *Sigh* Felt so terrible.
Polls tomorrow, got to stay around and ask for vote. Yes, I can do it.Good night.
Shades of black and white
8/24/2006 12:00:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Crazy Tuesday for a better Wednesday
WOOO~! Cant believe it, finally a break in my weekly schedules. What a way to start of my Tuesday, with the moment of inertia as my lab experiment. I realised that in blogs, i dont really have the freedom of speech. Because i want to make personal comments on people, but i will offend them one way or another. Anyway, lab experiment was a total..... clueless and left on our own? Didnt know how to do and called Andy for help and he came to find me but he couldnt help~! Because he has forgotten all the YR1 Stuff and he is in EEE. The experiment is on MAE.*Haha* Had my Da Bao lunch and tried to do my report. Ended up rushing my lab report in the tutorial classes because i have to leave school for tuition. Finally, after a lot of 'smoking' here and there, i managed to complete my report.Passed it to Guang Wang to help me hand it up. Knew Guang Wang through KS, as we all are from the same NSF camp as well.
After that, ran out and tried to take the bus out of campus. Packed at 2 plus pm? i couldnt believed it, luckily another one came at the back. Boarded it just to take me out to take a cab.And, why is it that when you want a cab, it either doesnt come, or its all hired and busy and worse still, all the empty cabs are at the other side of the road. WT..... Ended up crossing the raod to hail a cab. Got into one finally, and in such rushing time, why did i end up with a slow driver? Worse still, i gave the wrong directions. Now this is what i call shit flows down you. Everything just snowballed. Was 15 minutes late, and i recieve a call from my student, asking me what time is the tuition today? Told him sorry that i am late.
After tuition, i went back home to rest immediately, i could feel myself so exhausted, that i was so uncomfortable and giddy. Lied down for about 30 minutes before i got a sms from the current Director to ask whether if i can turn up earlier. Woah, Shoo, there i go and meet up with Ben after a fast dinner at home, just one scoop of rice and a little bit of veg and 2 fish balls. I couldnt eat much because i really feel nausea through out the day. Its the MIT com meeting. Get to know many people today, yes i believe that they are good and skilled bunch of guys. Introduced myself as well. A Good briefing from the current director, summed up the work done last year. Learnt a lot as well. After that i debrief 1-1 by the director himself, before i went home at around 10.15pm.
Really tiring Tuesday, the over effects of Monday still hung on it.Dead tired but cant really sleep.*Shit*. I will try. Nightz.
Shades of black and white
8/22/2006 11:25:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
Rally is over, next comes the poll
What a Monday, Monday are always so hectic, well cant really blame anyone because i planned the time-table myself.
Rally just over, made a speech in front of about 50 people? i dont know, just a rough estimation. A big THANK YOU to Weizhi, Weekwok and Kenneth for their attendance. No comments on the rally, cannot say much also. Just that this is the first time i am doing such a major thing, an election participant.
Polls on Thursday, vote for me ok? Let me make myself and the club better than before. Nightz
Shades of black and white
8/22/2006 12:22:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Monday, August 21, 2006
No i cant sleep without you, i cant sleep without... *haha* its suppose to be cant smile without you. Ah.. Crap.. I dont know why i just couldnt fall asleep. I was on my bed at 12am, toss and turned till it was about 12.45am and i gave up sleeping.Perhaps i got influenced by someone who always cannot sleep as well.*haha* Maybe? So this is what they call, sharing your problems, hope you would be able to sleep after i shared your problem of sleeping.*haha* or maybe i am worried about tomorrow's speech? Cant sleep, so came here to blog.*Sigh* Its going to be a long day for me tomorrow and Tuesday as well. Cant wait for Tuesday to end, then i would be able to enjoy my Wednesday. Wait till i got my post, i may not even have free days anymore.
Did nothing much today, a lot of notes printing at home, until my whole table is filled with notes. Print a lot one shot, so that i wont have to print again in due time. Went out with my Mum in the afternoon after her work. We went to Centre Point and John Little. Its been a long time since i went shopping with my Mum. In the past, i always hate it when my Mum brought me out to shop with her, because she would only shop under the ladies department and i as a kid, always end up in the children section. That is possible if and only if the shopping centre has Children section. If not, especially places where they have whole row of boutiques, i will do the disappearing act as a sign of protest.*Haha* made her so worried that she stopped shopping and look for me instead. So selfish right? Actually i dont think so, because i will only disappear like after sometime, maybe around 1-2hours later. So its considered sufficient time to shop.Well, my Mum is a SHE. *Haha* Woman can never stop shopping. Those are the past, now its slightly different, my Mum always say that she is old and spend lesser time on dolling herself, so she shops very little for herself now, most of the time, she would spend money on us(my brothers and my Dad)instead. After shopping, there was the OCBC road show just outside John little specialist. Giving away ice ball(similar to ice-kachang), as long as you show them a credit card of any bank. *Haha*, my Mum and i shared one of it. Quite big, and we couldnt finish, threw away the rest and we went home as my Mum has to prepare dinner for the hungry rats. Thats what she always call the 3 son of hers because in the night, we would get hungry and look for food in the kitchen. All her dried rations would be eaten up by us.*Haha*
So that is basically it for today, chat on msn just now before i hit the bed and yet i am up again. Tomrrow would be a very long day, hope i wont be tired and can last till the end of Tuesday. Ok, nothing much to say now, maybe chat a while longer before i try to sleep again. Good Night.
Shades of black and white
8/21/2006 12:46:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Sunday, August 20, 2006
I hate those sad negative thoughts
Just backed home from touring(bike term). Haiz, Why such sad memories have to come back again? Why am i feeling so hurt once more?
Initially i wanted to ask people out on a Saturday night because i knew i am thinking too much again, i dont want to think of things which will hurt me again, But nobody is free. I ended up leaving house slightly before 10pm, Went to have a stroll alone. Wanted to see whats in the movies lately, so i rode to PS. No good show recently and i have not been watching movies frequently like i used to. Cant find movies khakis.Went to the arcade, wasted one buck on the UFO catcher, the machine that lets you fish for the doll.
Felt real bad, its not helping at all, maybe i shouldnt even have left house.*Sigh* Called up Elaine and talk to her on the phone. Hope i didnt scare you... After that went to Cineleisure and see if my friends are there. Nope, they arent around.Then i left and went to Esplanade. Parked illegally, hope i wont get any summon letter, as there were police officers around when i left. I Walked from the bridge to the DXO area where there was a live band going on. Sang along, 'i'm not crazy... i'm a little unwell, i know right now you cant tell, but stay a while and soon you'll see, a different side of me...'Cant really remember the lyrics, Unwell, by matchbox 20. After that, i walked all the way back to the bridge and across the bridge to the merlion.*Haha* Got nothing to do and i took a picture of the merlion whom never stops puking. Took the Fulerton hotel as well and my own shadow. Then after that, walked back and rode off to Marina South. Nope, the usual Souther were not around.So, i went back home...
Anyway just hope i would get any summons, because it will cost me $70 for illegal parking!
Only 1 Pic, dont know why, blogger cannot upload more than one pic per post is it?
Merlion.
Shades of black and white
8/20/2006 01:54:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Saturday, August 19, 2006
Haiz, thinking too much again, its not a bad thing to think right? just that i hope it wont cause me to be too upset. I am fine, really, just reminiscing the past, espcially after the li sheng jie concert, his songs are really nice and meaningful. Already singing to his songs, maybe really should get his album. He really live up to the title of 痴心歌王.
Chorus of 2 of his new songs.
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
眼底星空
流星开始坠落
每一滴眼泪说着你要好好走
转过身跌入黑洞
看着天长地久变两种漂泊
男人流泪比流血加倍心痛
眼底星空
流星跌落手中
我静静握着抬头向上天祈求
愿你先找到温柔
有人包扎伤口也挡住寂寞
谢谢你陪我陪爱听雨吹风
1st verse of another song,
Oh...you are so beautiful to me, me, me.
在我眼里你永远最美
连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
你所谓的幸福我想给
以为手不放开就是痴心绝对
太愚昧难道
笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了
终於懂了真的
Sigh, too bad, its all a part of memory now, its just like i have moved on and now its only fliping through the photo albums in my mind, why didnt i cherish the moment more? Even if i regret it now, its meaningless. If only i had a 2nd chance, but all i could only say,'谢谢他给你给爱另一个星空'
我真的很想你, 你会知道我在想你吗? 我一直都在想念你, 如果这世界能有'如果'的话, 如果我能知道'如果'会发生什么事, 我希望有第二次机会,能够从来.
chorus of 味道 by 张学友
想念你的笑
想念你的外套
想念你白色袜子
和你身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道
Oh, you are really so beautiful to me, do you know?
Shades of black and white
8/19/2006 03:42:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
Unbelievable, usually i would be out, but i am at home, cant find anyone to go out with. The GWC ppl also not free. So i could only rot at home. Quite pissed though, initially was invited to see filming, end up say such things, as though as we are some outcast, then in the first place dont invite la. Very funny is it, invite already then say such things.
Now for some blogging, today was my off day and sadly, i forgot to make plans! Didnt want to join Exco anymore, and i told the running president that i have decided to withdraw.*Haha* He persuaded me to join and take it as a challenge to cope with studies and having a CCA. Took up the challenge and spend the noon to prepare my nomination form.Oh ya, running for the portfolio of Media/IT director. Monday is my rally speech, what am i going to say? I still have to prepare a speech and pull votes from students. I really cannot believe that i am doing such a thing, because i am not a speaker's person, who knows i will get stage fright and faint on rally itself?*Haha* Better not, anyway my brother encouraged me to join as well. I have to be confident!
Afternoon was giving tuition, and exams are coming for my student. Oh dear, and his studies are still so poor, seems like this tutor is useless or are my assignments really that difficult to do? Lets hope that you will do well for your exams boy. Was tutoring half-way when a sms came from Lawson, 'Eh, got ticket, you want to come?' It was the Wilbert Pan Wei Bo concert. Replied with a,'dont think so, too late.' because tutoring ends at 6pm while admission starts at 6.30pm. How to rush from bukit panjang to NTU. After that, i think its quite a waste if i dont go, and i msged Lawson if the ticket is still available, i will join them late. Reach home and got my bike from my brother and sped all the way to NTU, was travelling at 110km/hr.
Wilbert was sick and couldnt sing well, so the concert ended early compared to Li Sheng Jie's one. But quite happening, Lawson got sabotaged and went on stage to play games with Wilbert,*Haha* Oh ya, Dino Mei Mei came in late and got a back seat. Poor thing. After the concert, went home to have my dinner before i started asking ppl out. All not free, wtf, stupid friday night. Thats the end? Went to do programing instead. Weird, i typed everything correctly but the program doesnt run the way it was suppose to be. Gave up in the end and started to blog instead. So pissed, bring a stomach of 'qi' to sleep now. Nightz
Shades of black and white
8/19/2006 02:25:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Thursday, August 17, 2006
Wohoo, almost weekend now, yup, why do i say that? because i dont have to go school tmr,*Haha* another unofficial off day for me, but i have to PON 2 lectures a week in total. But i am so tired to do anything when i reached home.
School was okay today, as usual, dont think i learnt anything today. After school was waiting for interview to join CAC Exco. Interview was okay, just that i still think i wont be able to pick up the courage to do a rally. Not a speaker's person. Monday is the rally, would i be able to take it? Feel like withdrawing, but somehow still holding on.
Went to see the doctor again, still coughing after i completed my medication, what a long long illness, when can i stop coughing? And why is it that the doctor charge me $20 dollars this time? So weird, last week was $2 dollars only. After that took bus home. Surprisingly, when i alighted the bus, Shujun alighted as well. We didnt see each other in the bus at all.*Haha* So funny, it was only after we alighted and walking back, i realised that she was walking beside me!!! So, i just looked at her for a while, till she felt that someone was looking at her.*Haha* She was surprised to see me too. We walked and chatted a bit till we reached the traffic junction where we splited.
Reached home all tired, still finding a video editor to edit my firework videos! Shit man.Oh, forgot to talk about Li Sheng Jie's concert, it was awesome man. Really powerful singer, songs are good as well. Tried to take video secretly but was caught. TOO BAD. *Haha* A pity someone couldnt watched it because overslept.*Haha* Next one would be Pan Wei Bo, but i got no tickets to watch it. Sad, no one got spare tickets anymore!
Aaron's bike, before repair.
Dont know why, even uploading also can get error message, fed up of uploading anymore.Got to go take a rest now.. Bye bye
Shades of black and white
8/17/2006 09:21:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Ah, how i love Wednesday, one of my unofficial off days. Cool, finally my computer seems to be working well after reformating 4 times~! Crashed after every installation in the past, till i figured out that my partioning of my HDD might be wrong. Just a wild guess and presto~ My computer is back alive again! Hope its the right problem that i had rectified. If not, i am going to smash my HDD up into pieces man. So fed up fixing it for the past 3-4 days. And on top of that, i already had a hectic schedules in school. A BIG THANK YOU to ZH for putting the new tag board for me. (Hey, my old one is working already, just that they updated their site and wanted their memebers to log in to update, that explains why the tag board was spoilt, Well since you had posted this new tag board, stick with this loh.*Haha)
Week 2 in school was a major set back for me. Tutorials started since Monday and i am so stressed that i cant manage with my tutorials and i dont really understand the tutor's answers. All the foreigners in the class are like so much smarter than me, its like (WTF?) Desperately need help from people, if not i can really quit school after one semester man. The future looks gloomy now, with all the question marks up above my head. Pray that Andy can help me out in school. I still wanted to add an elective on top of my current time table.*Haha* but i still believe that i can cope with the electives now rather than die terribly in year 2 onwards. Whats more i am still giving tuition.*Haha* seems like the tuition teacher here is having trouble with his own studies as well. Sometimes i really regret that why didnt i choose to do a degree in business instead? At least business has much more lesser working steps and calculation and more of memorising, unlike engineering. Whats more business course is only 3 years! (And there are so many pretty girls in business!*LOL* some extra thoughts) If i fail in year 1 engine, i will take business course and join the next year intake.
Studies aside, i mentioned about joining a cca in school, but the salsa en sync is full and doesnt want any more members. So no more dancing for me, *Haha* DO I REALLY want to join Exco? The only thing i fear most is the rally. How am i suppose to do a speech in front of NTU students? The biggest crowd i ever spoke to is only about 40 people during secondary school days. See how it goes for now.
Going back to school later for the Li Sheng Jie campus concert.*Yeah* another live music session.Meanwhile i am still trying to install back all the wu ae bo ae (crap) programs back into my computer. Anyone has any ideas what is the best program to resize video clips? i still have yet to post my fireworks clips.
Thought this few days was busy, but i am still quite happy with it. Some patching up has been done, my dad wants to buy me a laptop, my mum is sponsering money for me to buy a bike and my brother is helping out with my studies as well. Felt like a star at home.*Haha* All the attention is on me at home after i entered Uni. But i rejected my parents guesture of goodwill because i dont see the need to get a laptop and getting a bike now would only meant more expenses, the family has to fork out a lot suddenly and on top of that, i may need some money to buy books or print notes. So, no laptop or bike for me now. If my family is loaded, then i wont mind,*haha* then i wont have to fight to use the computer and dont have to join the 'sardines' in bus 179 and 199. Okay, going to try some tutorial again while installing programs back. So not blogging anymore, maybe later.
Shades of black and white
8/16/2006 02:48:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Sunday, August 13, 2006
Happy Left Hander's Day to all left-handed, that includes me as well. 13th of August is International Left Hander's Day.*Haha* Special mention to Zhi Hao, Jie Ying and Catherine. Did i miss out anyone that i know is left-handed? Well, sadly in Singapore its not recognised so no holiday for us. In other countries its declared as a holiday. Meanwhile still setting up my computer after yesterday's formatting. No time to blog now. Later!
Shades of black and white
8/13/2006 07:07:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
Woah, just reached home and i cant recall anything today, Gee, wait, let me try to think back bit by bit.
Morning was sending my brother to the jetty so that he could go fishing,(a big fat catch today). It was like 8 am when he woke me up. The journey to and fro took about 1hr plus. Bought breakfast for Mum and 2nd bro, then after breakfast, i just went back to bed, slept until Chang Han called me to find Alwin. *Haha* Another rider on the road from Monday onwards. Welcome to the club. There after was lunch, my granny came to my house and bought us food for lunch as well. Granny still so fit, came here to feed her little grandsons.*LOL* Thankz Granny. Then after that, went to format my computer, dont know what my brother do to it, it always have the stupid NUS log in pop-up appearing all the time. Especially when i double click on the WC3 icon. It took me the whole afternoon just to re-install back XP. Had some errors here and there, thats why its not even ready to use, all the software have yet to be installed. Packed my room for a quite sometime as well, ended up forgetting to print my lab reports.Got to do it tmr. I remembered that there is fireworks tonight as well, but then i thought it will be too last minute to ask anybody out again.(Shit!)
After dinner, just went out alone again to watch the fireworks, this time round the TP controlled the traffic and i missed my sweet spot to flim the fireworks~! I detoured round till somewhere near suntec i gave up and just stopped somewhere and ran up to the bridge as it was nearing 9pm. The very 1st shot of fireworks was green in colour and i was still trying to take my camera out, so missed quite a bit. And the spot wasnt as good as yesterday's. Uncle Sammies had alot of trouble handling the traffic when the fireworks went up. All the cars just stopped on the highway, and Uncle sammies just copied down the car plates. Halfway fliming and i saw my hp. There was a sms from Aaron. He told me he got knocked down by a bus.(What?? not again? This is like the how many times you got into an accident?) And as usually, its just a minor accident with no injures at all. I am not that lucky as him, always sustained injures. So after the fireworks, decided to look for him.
To my surprise, his bike was in a funny condition. The exhaust pipe was knocked by the bus till it bends about 60 degrees upwards. Couldnt help but keep laughing.*hahaha* Its so funny. Like he did modifications to the bike. Because i know that there are some bikers who like the exhaust to be higher than usual. Just that Aaron's one was too exaggerating.*LOL* He asked me over to Jas house to help out in his resume after that. I declined initially, but agreed only after i roamed around 1st.Feeling cooped up after the tutorial in the afternoon, so i wanted to have a stroll or something. Aaron went home with Jas while i continued to travel East.
Somehow didnt want to go any further and i stopped at East Coast Park. The sea breeze was cooling and strong, had a slow stroll on the beach which was rather crowed. People gathered in groups and sat by the beach, while some were casting their rods and fishing away. Took a deep deep breathe before i left. Only spent about half an hour over there before i made my way to Jas house. 1st person, or rather 1st animal that greeted me was her dog, yucks, licked my nose when i bend down to play with him.*haha* While i was typing the half-done resume for Aaron, the dog licked me a few more times. Felt tired and my mum called before hand to ask me not to roam the streets like the other spirits, so i didnt stay long too. Once i am done with the resume, i left for home. Along the way back went to sunshine place to ta pau(take away) supper. Bah Chor Mee for supper. When i was at the begining of the blog i was still eating, now at the end, i have finished both my Mee and my post.*haha*
Somethings to add, Wk and i saw our friend who drive his proton saga in Malaysia at 200km/hr.*LOL* Our dear Bikram lah,*hahaha* Chatted with him a while in the library where we met him on the stairs. Oh ya, i still have yet to post the fireworks videos. ZH, can wait right, my videos are worth waiting for, cause its real good.
Also will post some other pics as well when i have the time. Now its time to sleep. Nightz.
Shades of black and white
8/13/2006 01:29:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Saturday, August 12, 2006
So far, i tried to keep my post error free and in proper english whenever possible, but its just too time consuming to keep looking back for errors. This time round i will just type the way i always do. Hack the English, as long as its understandable, it should do the job.
Well, another day in school, 3 lectures today, 2 in the morning and one in the afternoon. Thought that i will be very late for lecture when i woke up at 7.30am. Lecture starts at 8.30am. Didnt make any effort to hurry and i just dragged myself out of house.Left house around 8.10am. Arrived at 8.45am, only 15 minutes late for lecture. Early in the morning at i got a scolding already, from an old granny who was mopping the floor. Some hokkien words babbled out of her mouth, and tried deciphering what the heck was she saying. Its someting like, 'didnt you see the sign? why cant you walk elsewhere?' But of course, i put it in a better manner. Her tone was ferocious. Sorry granny, didnt meant to, because i was late. Went into the lecture theatre and the 1st thing i got to do is to look for a kim(gold) hair guy. He is none other than Ricky. *haha* used his hair as a marker to find him and WK. Lecutre was okay, i didnt miss anything at all even though i was late. Then came the Chemistry lecture and after that was a 4 hours break.
Ricky went back home and skipped the afternoon lecture, while WK and i joined some friends (my sec sch schmates, Jingyang and Samuel) and his friend Lewis. KS's friend was there too, a planter. Forgot to ask his name. Maybe next time. Had an early lunch at Canteen A, some jap food stall very famous in NTU. There after went library and had a stroll, tired the printing systems. Before we disbanded and WK accompanied me to see a doctor.
Clinc is just inside the campus itsself, i must say super fast service, just that the doctor wasnt friendly at all. (Thinking that i want to cheat you for MC is it?) 2 dollars was i paid for to see a doctor and get the medicines. Consultation fee waivered by NTU i think, thats what my seniors told me, i only paid for the medicine.There after went to AHSS library to attempt tutorials, kept bugging Andy about how desperated i was to take his notes from him. The library is freaking cold, WK and i just do and do. Before we left to popular to buy his text book. At popular,ah meng was already there looking for chemistry text.... nothing much to say here lah.. all bulls.
Afternoon was maths lecture, WTF, i dont even understand what the lecturer was saying, and the way he speaks can really hypnothise us to sleep. What the, left the lecture with the same empty brain that i went in with. What a waste of time.Before i made my way to home, dropped by WK hostel to take the lab reports from him. Got to zap it outside. Lab starts next week.
Evening was drowsy and tired, i slept for a while before i realised that my mum was back home cooking. Saw a webbie about fireworks festival, i then noticed that its on today, hurried ask around my friends whoever wants to go,but to no avail. My feedback was either 'too late' or 'i have something on'. SO, i decided to go alone. Another time for crazy squeeze riding, getting more skilled at it i guess. Manage to find a great spot to be bedazzled with the lightings, got my camera up and ready. The first shot went off loud carried on with many behind. It was so beautiful that there came a point where i just 'WOW' to myself. The others around me started to 'Wow' too. *hahaha* Couldnt believe it, i thought to myself, did i just said 'wow'? 15 minutes of display was over quick. Oh ya, within this 15 mins, uncle sammies had copied down so many vehicle numbers for illegal parking or stopping on the road shoulder of an expressway. I think the tp department will have a huge income today.
After that left Marina and met Aaron to take my hp batt, and Alwin to chit chat. Aaron left as he is busy so Alwin and i went to Rochor beancurd stall. Talked a lot as usual, until there came a point of slience. Just a short pause in our conversation, i looked at the time and told him that its time to go home.And so i am back here again.
ZH, i see doctor liao ah, hahaha, your msg i told WK liao, he said he did talk to you on MSN. i still have yet to tell KS.
The fireworks video is about 400mb, youtube only allows 100mb, wait till i resize it, then i post it here.Nightz
Shades of black and white
8/12/2006 01:21:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Thursday, August 10, 2006
So many unlucky things happened this week. Sunday had a minor accident, wanted to overload my modules for NTU but no vancancy, illness worsen this week, with heavy coughing and bloody mucus now, but to sum it up, my hamster died this morning around 12.30am when i saw it laying still in the cage. WTF, not again? Quite sad, not going to find anymore partners for Poggie. Died for no apparent reason, the few days before she was quite active and one day before i even saw her walking up to Poggie and slept on top of him. So loving, perhaps she know her time is up. So unlucky, the moment i thought of a name for her, she is gone. Cookie has gone to the hamster heaven and will join Pouch now. Mr Poggie will have to spend the rest of his life alone i guess. I dont think i would be able to look after 2 hamsters at a go either. My brother told me probably that she is too young to start a family, died due to stress. Asked my elder brother to bury her downstairs as i have to leave home for school.
School was shitty as well, only one lecture today for this week. Just touch abit here and there and it was rather a waste of time to travel on bus for 45 minutes just for a 45 minutes lecture (excluded the settling down time). Went to see WK hostel. Prison cell lah, *Haha* So unlucky to get an old hostel, but the advantage is that is nearer to campus than other halls and 24hour kopitiam near City Harvest is within walking distance. After that, went to give tuition, then went home to rest. Wasnt feeling too good, sharp pain in the head everytime i cough. I guess i cough too much and too hard.
Some thoughts keep on passing through my mind yesterday till now, thinking too much again. National Day yesterday, Happy Birthday Singapore and bye bye National Stadium. The last time i saw it was at the NDP preview on July. I guess somebody must had have enjoyed NDP very much yesterday.
Feeling very nostalgic since yesterday's NDP. Sweetbitter memories, lets just leave it as it is right? Not everything is perfect in this world and neither would i be able to change certain things. 6 months ba. Memories will always remain as memories till i get old and it fades away with time. So whatever it is, let me work with things that is still within my ability for now. Dont wish to think about the unhappy things as well.
The death of my hamster made me think a bit as well. Death is so sudden! So while i am alive, i want to say i LOVE you all, my friends. *Haha* Crappy but true, who knows what would happen in the future?
Tried to upload Cookie's pic, somehow blogger not working properly. Suay.*Sigh* Posted some parts of different songs instead.
你在哪里?这些年来如意不如意?
还快乐?还单纯?还美丽?
时光如何对你?
我在这里人海中的一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭
我很想你你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那持离只毁了我一个而已
我很想你听见了吗?
我住的城巿从不下雪
记忆却堆满冷的感觉
思念的旺季霓虹扫过喧哗的街
把快乐赶得好远
*落单的恋人最怕过节
只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉
我爱过的人没有一个留在身边
寂寞它陪我过夜
回忆起我们小时候 闭上眼睛就能感受
在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔
离开了我们小时候 现在你会不会想我
也许你找到一个人为你守侯 我了了
事到如今不能埋怨你
只恨我不能抗拒命?
时时刻刻沈醉爱河里
谁知悲剧早己注定
上眼睛想起你的情
难忘记你我曾有的约定
长夜漫漫默默在哭泣
心中无限痛苦呼唤你
有没有一把剑
可以真斩了藕断丝连
有没有一条线
能缝 扯散的缘
独唱情歌最苦涩
逃不了的折磨
当生死相许说出口
别后悬念依旧
独唱情歌 最苦涩
管不住的离愁
赶下眉头又上心头
我好想再暖和 你手
If you know all the songs, then really must be everytime got listen to chinese songs, cause got 1 retro song and one quite old song. Anyway these songs really meant something to me.*Sigh* Hope next week would be a better week.
Shades of black and white
8/10/2006 08:21:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Another meaningless school day
Yes yes, ja bo one lecture today, stupid lecture that ends at 7.30pm. Gate crashing other lectures for sure, and if i dont understand a thing, then can tell WK, 'you the man'. Luckily he is staying in the hostel and attending all the lectures for sure. Came home around 3 plus and quickly rush to do the add/drop system. Took me till 7pm to complete my masterpiece, and i can unofficially have day offs, of course still have to depend on WK if i come across things that i dont understand. Just one disadvantage is that i dont have a home tutorial group. Nevermind, just try to mix around I hope. Got a bit fed up as well, i want to take additional precribed, dont have the modules i want, i want to take unrestricted electives for my minor, dont have the vancancies for me, its like i wanted to overload, but as what Andy said, the law of bo bian(no choice). But I should be glad that NTU system is safer compared to NUS bidding system.
Had my dinner at home before meeting Dino mei mei, Kenneth, HT and WZ for firework festival. Sorry guys for not joining you all for steamboat, had to add/drop and i am sick, dont think its suitable for me to eat steamboat. The road was jam-packed from AYE keppel road area there. Manage to squeeze here and there till i reach Marina south, but i couldnt find them and there was like no reception to contact them via hp. Didnt look any further when the first fireworks was shot into the air. Took a video of it as well, maybe if i free then i upload it, just that its quite dark. Quite a nice sight to light up the night with fireworks and people get together to immerse themselves in the lightings of the fireworks. The whole displayed lasted about 15 minutes i think. It must have cost a bomb to use so much fireworks. Think Singapore must be damn rich. We have a big big treasury eh? After the fireworks, managed to find them and went over to marina to have a drink and chatted for a while.
After that, no more programs already, the rest of my friends have thier own activities and i was advised to go home early today by my mum. According to her, its some major day for the spirits roaming earth on the seven month. I didnt want to stay out so late either, because i think i did saw 'somethings' few days back on the road and my mother saw my wound and bruises after the accident, i didnt want to make her worry too much as well. So today its considered quite early. Reached home slightly before 12am.
Oh ya, to be EXCO still need to do rally, come on man, i know my CMI(cannot make it) face how to do rally? *Haha* See how it goes. Feeling real sick for these few days. yellow mucus and phlegm but better sick now than to be sick during exams period.
Dino Mei Mei, send me the signboard pic, actually send me all the pics please. i still have yet to get it from you.
Shades of black and white
8/09/2006 12:05:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Tuesday, August 08, 2006
This is crazy~ going Nutz
First day of school only and i felt like quiting school so much. This is really insane, lectures are so boring, lectures notes i downloaded can never print finish, still have to edit notes to the way i want, lessons time table cannot be changed for semester 1, having lessons break for 3-4 hours between,cough non-stop in the whole NTU... How am i suppose to overload? Cant have a good time table only meant ineffective studies. Better come up with other bright ideas or i will really die terribly in NTU. Why didnt i take business as my 1st choice? So slack~ (oppss.. later ppl will flame me) Ahhh!! Think i go for counselling better.(just kidding)
First day only, and i ja bo(skip) one lecture liao, but i made use of the time to give tuition. Anyway the first week lectures are all introductions. Came back only to meet my OG for Hong Jun Yang concert in the evening. Not bad lah, listen to singer singing live. He sang a few songs,(dad's lappie dont have chinese inputs) sha sha de shui, dou duo xiao nu hai(cant remember), nan dao and one more song i cant remember but its good. Its a 4 words title song. Nan dao and the song i forgot are the songs that i think he sang best. Not a fan of his, so dont expect me to remember his songs just like that, at least i am saying that he did sang very well. Anyway cannot take pictures,whats the rationale behind it? But we took a pic with a superband finalist after the HJY concert. If i get the pic then i post it and let you guess. Next campus concert is Li Sheng Jie, must go and ask seniors for tickets. So great to listen to live songs.
There after OG walked to kopitiam near City Harvest for dinner cum supper and Jun Yuan explained to me about CAC. Considering to be EXCO? Quite cool, but dont even know whether i can handle my studies 1st a not. Reached the kopitiam but didnt join them anymore, feeling so sick, coughing like mad again and flu is back again. Did i contract bird flu? They still wanted to go for the Hall Bash after that. I surrender man, really need to rest. Maybe going to see a doctor tomorrow. Oh ya ZH, my blog so contagious, after reading you can get flu from me?
Another hell day tommorrow, just hope that if cannot add/drop, still can change my index number. Anyway with regards to the previous post, i wish the 'you know who you are' all the best. The most important thing is that you will learn from and tell the difference between the past and the present, i hope you get what i mean. Anyway dont think you will read my blog, its okay if you do, best wishes to you.
K.O.............................
Shades of black and white
8/08/2006 12:32:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Sunday, August 06, 2006
Darn, been coughing like mad for the whole day, only a few more hours to 1st lecture in NTU. 'Pon tang'? *LOL* Hmmm, just having ideas only. Very troublesome, trying to type properly as the space bar is not functioning well. So proud of myself, manage to complete a few web pages. Only Kenneth saw it so far. Not going to put the url here, because its related to my brother's work.
Felt so disappointed just now, i dont know what went wrong or what did i do wrong again.Maybe its not me, then i will take it that you didnt had a good day today.I dont know, its like you agreed to patch up but not willing to patch up, is this how you treat friends? Hard to ponder if you are not saying anything.Even a normal chat cannot be sustainable for 1 minute.*Sigh* just wanted to catch up a bit with you only. My doors are open, if you are willing to bury the hatchet then come in. I had already sincerly apologised to you before. Now its really up to you.(Dont know if you read my blog anot)
Not going to carry on anymore. Coughing every few seconds, cant even type properly and the stupid space bar as well.
Good night.
Shades of black and white
8/06/2006 11:20:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
So unlucky, had another accident on the roads again, but luckily just a minor one. Had a few small patches of abbrasion and cuts. The other time was on the left side of my body, now it is the right side. Considered balanced? Damn, scarred my body here and there. Hope it wont leave any scars this time. This time the accident is really a stupid one. Mr Hayabusa riding 1300cc bike stopped suddenly on the chervon marking to ask me whether to head left or right. Never did i anticipated that he would stop, so i tried to slow down and stop beside him. Low and behold, beside him was a scatter of fine sand (due for reclaimination i guess) and my bike just (drift, ya right) skidded. Damage done to both rider and bike, thank God, its just abbrasion, just that abbrasion on the bike cannot be healed. Think i got to be more alert everytime i ride*Ouch* Another hard lesson. If i believe in 3 realms of life, my grave of my previous life really must be below a lavatory now.Its really so suay. Where's my lady luck?*LOL*
School offically starts tomorrow.Finally, its back to school to study. A start of student life after the life of a wanderer. I have made up my mind of what course i should take already. MAE then 4th year Aeronautical but should i take a minor in business? Dino Mei Mei, any suggestions or anything you want to say mah? Oh ya, fireworks on the 8th? I thought our Nation's Birthday is on the 9th? Fireworks festival on the 8th is it?
Thats all for now, going to help my brother then probably read a book. Being coughing badly, thought i just recovered from flu? and now comes cough. Oh ya, tomorrow is HJY campus concert.*Haha* Not a fan of his, but just go and chill out. Hope will enjoy it, because thought i am a chinese, i aint the true cheena type and more of the 'chia katang' breed. Call it a hybrid, of Cheena and Katang. Chetang or Kana or whatever... you get my point.
Shades of black and white
8/06/2006 02:59:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Thursday, August 03, 2006
Had a chance to type something now. Some updates,yesterday was OG outing. Was late and met them at ECP around 3 plus. Blade for the very first time, made a few falls here and there, but doing quite well. Didnt expect that i could learn how to blade in 2 hours. At least can blade quite fast. After that went to Taka for dinner at Pepper lunch. Before that, Dino Mei Mei and Elaine walked pass outside pepper lunch.*Haha* Dino Mei Mei, my OG ppl say that you are very tall. Then after dinner was KTV till late night. No point describing in details, because my OG ppl dont know my bloggie, and those who knows my bloggie doesnt know my OG ppl. Wait till we get to know one another even better in school. Seems like my OG is really happening group of ppl.*Haha* so great to hang out with. When is the next outing?
Matriculated on line just now, saw my hectic time-table, asking Andy to help me.Uni students no life, seems like no more time to play, got to pull up my socks.*Sigh* Another week to school starts. Oh dear, how i dread it. I remembered saying that i wished school would start quickly so that i wont think too much. Now that i am not thinking too much, and school is going to start. I must be very hard to please.*LOL* But i cant stop time from ticking away, some how school will still start. "Must enthu a bit ah" Yeah, school starts loh... (hao leng wor)
Got to have my dinner now, anyway my hammie is getting better, hope she will be fine. Maybe i will continue later. Blog Out.
Shades of black and white
8/03/2006 07:01:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Anybody out there can help me? my hamster seems to be walking akwardly after the birth. Is it normal? There is no information on the web either.
Shades of black and white
8/01/2006 06:48:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you