What did i do today? Saturday, March 24, 2007
Wont you get tired of guessing games?
i guess i guess i guess guess guess.. Whatever.
Enough.
I am not guessing anymore.
If you are not telling, than forget it.
I tried all i could.
tired of guessing, you make me hate guessing so much.
Shades of black and white
3/24/2007 01:39:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Saturday, March 03, 2007
Cant help thinking about us all these nights. Kept on thinking through what went wrong, but i still cant figure out with you keeping it mumed. Why? Just give me a sign or some sort of signals to me to let me know what was it that i did wrong. Why cant we just talk it out properly? why do you have to let me play the guessing game, Why do you always want to keep slient!!??????.... Wasnt i prepared to work things out?
Days gone by, living my life as it has used to be, but i just couldnt concentrate on anything. Left the house without locking the doors, skipped my meals without knowing too, went the wrong way on the road. . . etc...
Sped down the expressway every night, letting the cold wind gushed across my face. Everytime I could feel a moment of calm and peacefulness in the midst of the speeding and the rattling of the engine... I must be lucky to have yet to be caught and did not get myself into any mishaps. Unfortunately, the moment i reached my destination everything just come back again...
Drown myself with beer but i went broke halfway... pity, i couldnt get any more beer and still remained sober when i went home.
Why did you choose to leave at this point of time when i needed you the most. . .
Missing you badly and you really left without any explaination.
Stranded; lost in direction....
Yet another bucket of tears, a shattered heart and a broken relationship.
Pls come back. . .
. . .
Shades of black and white
3/03/2007 03:18:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Friday, March 02, 2007
Why do you always like to play russian roulette with me, and i am always the loser.. My mind is like a whirpool and i am so hurt. You called that working out together when you left me at this stage. My world is like crumbling, you promised me that we will work things out, but you forsaken me. . . I guess, i hurt myself by hurting you too...
I don't have plans and schemes
And I don't have hopes and dreams.
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you.
I don't have fond desires
And I don't have happy hours.
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you.
I don't have happiness
And I guess I never will ever again.
When you walked out on me
In walked misery
And he's been here since then.
I don't have much to share
And I don't have one to care.
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you, you, you
A love like ours is love that's hard to find
How could we let it slip away
We've come too far to leave it all behind
How could we end it all this way
When tomorrow comes and we'll both regret
The things we said today
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore
I’m here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl
It’s only you and me
Tell me how am I suppose to live without you
Now that I’ve been lovin’ you so long
How am I suppose to live without you
How am I suppose to carry on
When all that I’ve been livin’ for is gone
You know I love you so
You know I love you so and so
Even after all
Hey, I ought to leave the young thing alone,
but ain't no sunshine when she's gone,
ain't no sunshine when she's gone,
only darkness everyday.
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone,
and this house just ain't no home
anytime she goes away.
If I could Turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you would be mine
If I coule Turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you would be mine
Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live
I thought that I was over you but it’s true, so true
I love you even more than I did before but darling what can I do
For you don’t love me and I’ll always be
crying. . .
So hurt. . . .
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Shades of black and white
3/02/2007 02:53:00 am
The most colourful one would be you