What did i do today? Tuesday, May 29, 2007
When Andy was explaining some hard facts i should know, i finally understood why men on Earth are all short-lived beings, Yes... MEN... Any guys who dont get it, feel free to ask me.
Shades of black and white
5/29/2007 11:26:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Saturday, May 19, 2007
Yes, my sincere apologies to those who read my blog, i know i have been gone for a long long long period of time.(Prolly only to you ZH, you are the only one who asked me about the blog.) I might be back, but i dont think i will be blogging that frequent as well. Just couldnt get the inspiration to blog anymore too.
Too much have happened recently, emotional turmoils, pent-up anger and frustration just where can i vent them? I dont really want to go through all these.. There are happy times as well, but they are all so short-lived.
This is so unlike myself, i just live to pass another day, sigh.. Who can really understand my plight? I just wished someone could give me a sense of direction into puting everything right and back on track again. Felt totally stuck in a shit hole, and i pretty deep one i must say. Why do i keep sliping while i struggle to get out? They say once you have hit the bottom of the pits, the only way to go is up, but why i feel it is as though one step forward and two steps back?
Man, i think i am having depression.. but i am much better now, the darkest moment was over 2-3 weeks ago.
Just a recap of whatever that had happened. Had an accident with a taxi on the road, one week before exams, $500 plus for repairs. Had another minor accident with the replacement bike in school, a night before the day of the 1st paper itself. Even though i made the effort to tell the mechanic that the bike was unsafe to ride. $25 TO TOW THAT DAMN JUNK BACK. Not forgeting all that undesirable events in the midst of getting everything running again. Got no confidence in my exams as well, yet my relationship turned sour... Not going to mention anymore, thinking of that can really make me very upset. Just want to look on the bright side.
These kept going on, and its turning me crazy soon. I just hope everything to be smooth sailing too.
Not forgeting to mention happy times too, exams finally over, my birthday was in this month (thanks Mei for your present from Australia), had to go chalet as planned.
Dont know how long more i can go on like this, I really hope to talk it out with you.
Back to MIT work again, just dont feel like doing anything, need a deputy desperately.
ICT in June, Shit...Still have got to clear my IPPT.
Back from Escape theme park today, but why are you still so unhappy?
Sigh.
I too want to be happy, sounds Gay, but .. nothing wrong with that right?
Ok, i want to have a sucessful life, sounds more like a man.
Crap.
Ah Ma, wish you have a speedy recovery.
I love you dear, Good Night.
Shades of black and white
5/19/2007 10:43:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you