What did i do today? Thursday, August 10, 2006
So many unlucky things happened this week. Sunday had a minor accident, wanted to overload my modules for NTU but no vancancy, illness worsen this week, with heavy coughing and bloody mucus now, but to sum it up, my hamster died this morning around 12.30am when i saw it laying still in the cage. WTF, not again? Quite sad, not going to find anymore partners for Poggie. Died for no apparent reason, the few days before she was quite active and one day before i even saw her walking up to Poggie and slept on top of him. So loving, perhaps she know her time is up. So unlucky, the moment i thought of a name for her, she is gone. Cookie has gone to the hamster heaven and will join Pouch now. Mr Poggie will have to spend the rest of his life alone i guess. I dont think i would be able to look after 2 hamsters at a go either. My brother told me probably that she is too young to start a family, died due to stress. Asked my elder brother to bury her downstairs as i have to leave home for school.
School was shitty as well, only one lecture today for this week. Just touch abit here and there and it was rather a waste of time to travel on bus for 45 minutes just for a 45 minutes lecture (excluded the settling down time). Went to see WK hostel. Prison cell lah, *Haha* So unlucky to get an old hostel, but the advantage is that is nearer to campus than other halls and 24hour kopitiam near City Harvest is within walking distance. After that, went to give tuition, then went home to rest. Wasnt feeling too good, sharp pain in the head everytime i cough. I guess i cough too much and too hard.
Some thoughts keep on passing through my mind yesterday till now, thinking too much again. National Day yesterday, Happy Birthday Singapore and bye bye National Stadium. The last time i saw it was at the NDP preview on July. I guess somebody must had have enjoyed NDP very much yesterday.
Feeling very nostalgic since yesterday's NDP. Sweetbitter memories, lets just leave it as it is right? Not everything is perfect in this world and neither would i be able to change certain things. 6 months ba. Memories will always remain as memories till i get old and it fades away with time. So whatever it is, let me work with things that is still within my ability for now. Dont wish to think about the unhappy things as well.
The death of my hamster made me think a bit as well. Death is so sudden! So while i am alive, i want to say i LOVE you all, my friends. *Haha* Crappy but true, who knows what would happen in the future?
Tried to upload Cookie's pic, somehow blogger not working properly. Suay.*Sigh* Posted some parts of different songs instead.
你在哪里?这些年来如意不如意?
还快乐?还单纯?还美丽?
时光如何对你?
我在这里人海中的一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭
我很想你你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那持离只毁了我一个而已
我很想你听见了吗?
我住的城巿从不下雪
记忆却堆满冷的感觉
思念的旺季霓虹扫过喧哗的街
把快乐赶得好远
*落单的恋人最怕过节
只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉
我爱过的人没有一个留在身边
寂寞它陪我过夜
回忆起我们小时候 闭上眼睛就能感受
在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔
离开了我们小时候 现在你会不会想我
也许你找到一个人为你守侯 我了了
事到如今不能埋怨你
只恨我不能抗拒命?
时时刻刻沈醉爱河里
谁知悲剧早己注定
上眼睛想起你的情
难忘记你我曾有的约定
长夜漫漫默默在哭泣
心中无限痛苦呼唤你
有没有一把剑
可以真斩了藕断丝连
有没有一条线
能缝 扯散的缘
独唱情歌最苦涩
逃不了的折磨
当生死相许说出口
别后悬念依旧
独唱情歌 最苦涩
管不住的离愁
赶下眉头又上心头
我好想再暖和 你手
If you know all the songs, then really must be everytime got listen to chinese songs, cause got 1 retro song and one quite old song. Anyway these songs really meant something to me.*Sigh* Hope next week would be a better week.
Shades of black and white
8/10/2006 08:21:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you