What did i do today? Saturday, March 03, 2007
Cant help thinking about us all these nights. Kept on thinking through what went wrong, but i still cant figure out with you keeping it mumed. Why? Just give me a sign or some sort of signals to me to let me know what was it that i did wrong. Why cant we just talk it out properly? why do you have to let me play the guessing game, Why do you always want to keep slient!!??????.... Wasnt i prepared to work things out?
Days gone by, living my life as it has used to be, but i just couldnt concentrate on anything. Left the house without locking the doors, skipped my meals without knowing too, went the wrong way on the road. . . etc...
Sped down the expressway every night, letting the cold wind gushed across my face. Everytime I could feel a moment of calm and peacefulness in the midst of the speeding and the rattling of the engine... I must be lucky to have yet to be caught and did not get myself into any mishaps. Unfortunately, the moment i reached my destination everything just come back again...
Drown myself with beer but i went broke halfway... pity, i couldnt get any more beer and still remained sober when i went home.
Why did you choose to leave at this point of time when i needed you the most. . .
Missing you badly and you really left without any explaination.
Stranded; lost in direction....
Yet another bucket of tears, a shattered heart and a broken relationship.
Pls come back. . .
. . .
Shades of black and white
3/03/2007 03:18:00 am
The most colourful one would be you