What did i do today? Sunday, December 30, 2007
Oh.. look there.. its already on the floor! My only place to vent my feelings, who bothers to read them anyway... Yah.. i am a human... i need to vent it somewhere.. I AM FEELING SO DAMN AWFUL NOW.. What is the matter? There is no point in me thinking, because i dont even know what happened, so why cant you just tell me? Do i deserve to be treated like that? Are my feelings fake? i cant go on.. i am feeling so screwed... so void.... i cant think properly now..
Watever.
Pulling my hairs off..
Yah.. i can save going to the barber..
Shades of black and white
12/30/2007 03:07:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Lyrics: Eason Chan - Lonely Christmas
谁又骑着那鹿车飞过
忘掉投下那礼物给我
凝视那灯饰只有今晚最光最亮
却照亮我的寂寞
谁又能善心亲一亲我
由唇上来验证我幸福过
头上那飘雪想要栖息我肩膊上
到最后也别去么
merry, merry christmas, lonely, lonely christmas
人浪中想真心告白
但你只想听听笑话
lonely, lonely christmas, merry, merry christmas
明日灯饰必须拆下
换到欢呼声不过一刹
明晨遇到亦记不到和谁在醉酒中偷偷拥抱
仍然在傻笑但你哪知道我想哭
和谁撞到亦怕生保
宁愿在醉酒中辛苦呕吐
仍然在头痛合唱的诗歌听不到
Cant get enough of the MV, So damn upset but who really knows? I feel like a nobody...
Do you really treat me like that?
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Enjoy the MV bah.. i can sing almost half the song now..
Same old MV i posted last christmas.
I found an interesting song while on my way home..
A song by "The Click Five" going to search for it.
Shades of black and white
12/26/2007 01:49:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Saturday, December 15, 2007
WTF? WHATS THE POINT OF MAKING THE EFFORT WHEN YOU DONT EVEN APPRECIATE!
I AM FUCKING UPSET, DO YOU EVEN GIVE A DAMN? WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME DO YOU EVEN ASK ABOUT MY WELL-BEING? DO I LOOK LIKE A TOY TO YOU?
I just want to do everything wonderful, putting all the effort for this day...
Not appreciated at all, not appreciated..
Shades of black and white
12/15/2007 03:36:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
Knock Knock, anyone home?
Felt so neglected.
Happy weekends?
Shades of black and white
12/15/2007 01:27:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Thursday, December 13, 2007
You just made my day!! LUB LUB!
=)
Shades of black and white
12/13/2007 11:38:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Wednesday, December 12, 2007
If I were to sit on the fence and do nothing.. is it going to an end too? What happens if i dont put in any effort anymore? Am i even appreciated in the first place...
I just need a little nudge, or a sign of assurance..
I dont get any..
sigh.
Shades of black and white
12/12/2007 11:05:00 pm
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Monday, December 10, 2007
Is it a crime to miss you?
Is there anything wrong with missing you? Why do you have to be that fierce....
Sigh.
Sad.
Shades of black and white
12/10/2007 12:09:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Sunday, December 09, 2007
Why am i feeling this way again? I just want to do everything GOOD!
Do you understand how i feel?
*Sigh*
Get my butt up and go...
(What a moron i am.... and everyone understands this but does not understand me)
Shades of black and white
12/09/2007 01:12:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Thursday, December 06, 2007
Is it getting one-sided?
I am begining to understand what is NATO in my world.
NATO hurts.
Shades of black and white
12/06/2007 12:05:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Feel so unhappy, but who really understands me??
sianz.
Chill and have a game or two?
sianz.
What should i do now...
Shity Shity Ban Ban.
Shades of black and white
12/05/2007 12:14:00 am
The most colourful one would be you
What did i do today? Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Tonight is the 3rd.. sigh....
(cheer up!!!!, i will do my best no matter what!!)
Shades of black and white
12/04/2007 12:53:00 am
The most colourful one would be you